Too much work and not enough progress

Okay so today I am frustrated! I feel like I am working my tail off around here and nothing looks any different, sometimes I think about how nice it would be to have a nice new (vehicle, house, furniture) you name it, so that it would look clean and nice at least for a couple of years.  Starting with old and trying to make it look nice is a lot harder!  I need more hours in the day. And another thing that I HATE, nothing works.  Nothing ever works when I go out and try to start it, for example, yesterday I planned on going out to spray the orchard, guess what the sprayer won't work, I call Chas, he tells me how to get it going, so 1/2 hour later I can finally go out and get it done.  Today I go to start the rototiller, (we have a love/hate relationship), it won't start so after like 1/2 hour and 10 gallons of sweat, I call Chas to see if he has any tricks.  He tells me, it finally starts, so I start tilling and it dies again, I go to start it again and the pull rope breaks. Seriously!!! kidding me.  I told the kids that the rototiller makes me crazy!  I go to drop Brady off to head to Walla Walla for a baseball game, feeling envious of the coaches new suburban and beautifully manicured lawn and mansion I solemnly drive back (in my 1999 suburban) to my anything but new home.  And I just have to laugh to myself, if we had decided to stay in town and have less kids I guess we could have the "new" stuff too.But it's definitely not worth getting rid of a kid or two.  So I will be happy with what I have and enjoy the endless hours of work that I have to do and will have to do until I die!  But it's going to be nice around here one day, DANGIT!!!  (it may just be longer than I would like.)
Come what may and love it!